Debra hated her name. It sounded old and unsexy. Debbie was only slightly better, in that it didn’t automatically make her sound like she was over forty.
While she was recovering from surgery in the hospital bed, the girl next to her was a college student named Lucy. She was frail, but her blue eyes bordered on supernatural. They were bright as Christmas lights, made only more so against her pale, white skin and dark, black hair. She looked familiar, but that may have been only that she seemed so cliched with her junky body and sniffling nose, nervous hands and twitching mouth.
Debbie imagined Lucy’s bedroom life. Though only a couple years younger, she could see Lucy leading a messy, typical, spoiled girl’s existence, full of powdered fingernails digging into her ass, bloodshot eyes hard to see in the candlelit minimalism of her dorm room. She imagined a bed, dresser, bookcase highlighted by Augustine Burrows and Sylvia Plath, sink, closet, and mirror, plus lighters, cigarettes, ziplock bags and bottles of varying shapes and emptiness/fullness (perspective depends on day and weather), needles, balloons, hollowed pens, and smaller mirrors.
While her mind drifted to the tamer setting she inhabited, Debbie felt a shooting pain from below again, but smiled when she opened her eyes to see the small, pink glow before it blinked off beneath the sheets. She could already taste the hunger that would bite into her and spit out rubies, a voice murmuring, “Debbie,” and meaning it.
Lucy winced and a blue light popped off under her sheets.
“I didn’t know clit lights came in blue!” Debbie was surprised.
“Yeah,” Lucy groaned. “They’re fucking sexy.”
“Pink’s cute. That’s what my mom has